one thing on mind FUN

seriously,its been a long time. fun is loud music at the speed of 120-140kph,fun is sex on the beach,fun is house cleaning on diwali, fun is food cooked by maa, fun is ........................
a lot of people tell me these days that ever since i got single i have stopped enjoying even the small moments in life, well thats not true,now i feel lesss bound to observe evrything around me cause an opinion was always sought. adios till the next post.

why?????????????????????

every ten days or so i get a new crush but this time its lasted a little longer. i m dazzled by her smile. i always took pride in the fact that i can walk upto any girl and start a conversation, but somehow now the situation seems different,first, i always see her when my ex is nearby and her looks make me guilty. need to work on that. when will i be able to move aheadd? second problem is the ever scruitining eyes of my friends who expect me to make a move every now and then. god, i need to work on this.till next time adios.